I ran all the way home, never once turning to look around for I know he’s watching me. I can feel his eyes following me as I ran and I know he’s smiling.
As I reached the safety of my room, I exhaled slowly trying to control my breathing. It’s been so hard to stop in front of the house and enter. I want to continue to and ran until I’m so far away and will never see him again. I want to go to a place far away from him and his connections but I know it will be a long time until I can do it. I need to plan it carefully so that he will not be able to reach me.
I was called by the maid for dinner and I know he’ll be there watching me. I need to follow his command so as not to be punished later. I know he can find a way to enter my room without my family thinking negatively about it.
Entering the dining room, I feel so naked due to the fact that I’m not wearing underneath my dress. It’s a blessing that my family don’t care what I wear and do as long as I’m present during dinner for it’s a long time tradition of our family that no matter what we should all eat together during dinner.
I can see his eyes glowing with approval as I sat opposite him. I can feel his feet caressing my legs. He smiled as he saw me shivering and trembling as he continues caressing my legs.
Ohhhh God. I can’t stand this anymore, I need to breathe and be away from all of this farce but I can’t do anything. I can see grandfather starting to move and talk asking each and every one of us of our activities. As my turn to answer his query, I answered him that I just slept and studied. He nodded approvingly and directed his attention to my father. I sighed gratefully and tried to be inconspicuous not to draw their attention on me.
As the meal came to an end, I grabbed the chocolate cupcakes near me and run towards the door. I need to reach my room immediately to be ready for his arrival. I have to do this while I can, it’s just a matter of time and I’ll be long gone from this place.
I brushed my teeth and sat upon the settee near my window. He wants me to be there always when he comes to my room. He wants me to be there waiting for him eagerly and pamper him like a baby. I doubt he gets the same treatment from his wife.
Thirty minutes had passed before I heard him entering my room. I can see his sign of approval as he sees me waiting for him. “Come here and give me a hug. Undress me and kiss me.” I heard him say.
That night I was used again by him and before he left he made it known that he’s so pleased by me and need not wake up early.